Miss you so much mum I am still shocked about all of this sometimes. Truly can’t believe I’ll never see your face again it just can’t be this way. Zara is 16 now and so bloody beautiful. It breaks my heart thinking of the time you two should have gotten together. Luke is 25 soon. Just been Rogers birthday too, I made him a cake and made sure he got pressies. I’m so sorry for all those years you were on your own with me and Luke and had no pressies from us cos we were babies. I’m just so sorry for everything mum I’m so so sorry. You should still be here. If I could have swapped I would have so you could have stayed with them and made sure everyone was okay. I don’t think I’m doing a very good job of it. I’m so sorry mummy I am trying but it’s so hard. I would do anything to bring you back. Not even for me for them 💔you are so loved and so missed. You were the glue of our family and we will never stop loving you 🤍