You were right when you said life would change forever and never be the same again And it would be really scary You were right about everything my lovely clever mum I miss you so much I think we were soul mates x

I think and talk about you all the time I love you so much sometimes I feel like people don’t understand what we’ve lost you were amazing mum I will never forget you or let anyone else for that matter I love you so much sweet dreams my wonderful beautiful mum

Miss you so much mum I am still shocked about all of this sometimes. Truly can’t believe I’ll never see your face again it just can’t be this way. Zara is 16 now and so bloody beautiful. It breaks my heart thinking of the time you two should have gotten together. Luke is 25 soon. Just been Rogers birthday too, I made him a cake and made sure he got pressies. I’m so sorry for all those years you were on your own with me and Luke and had no pressies from us cos we were babies. I’m just so sorry for everything mum I’m so so sorry. You should still be here. If I could have swapped I would have so you could have stayed with them and made sure everyone was okay. I don’t think I’m doing a very good job of it. I’m so sorry mummy I am trying but it’s so hard. I would do anything to bring you back. Not even for me for them 💔you are so loved and so missed. You were the glue of our family and we will never stop loving you 🤍

I'm trying my best to make things right x

I miss you so much mum, my heart is so broken without you. I still can't bare to believe you've left. You would be so proud of Zara. I hope I make you proud too. It makes me sad you will never be a Granma and hold my babies. I just want you to come back I would do anything and give anything just to see you one last time. Everything is different now and it is so scary without you here. I will do everything I can to keep this family together and I promise I will always look after Zara. I am trying to help Luke. Roger is doing so well I am so so happy he is okay. I will never ever ever forget you or your smell or the feel of your soft skin. I love you with all my heart, so much it hurts. I'm 20 next week I don't want another birthday without you. God I hope you are okay wherever you are. I miss you so much

I love you forever and always mummy

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I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.